Ai eu fico aqui tentando manter a "esportiva"...
Fico tentando ser a forte, pq já passei por tantas e todo mundo acha o máximo eu superar tudo... é tão fácil pra mim... minha vida é tão divina, sem dúvida nenhuma eu sou forte...

Uma porra que eu sou forte...
Eu sou fraca... eu choro... eu tenho medo... eu quero desistir... eu não sou esse poço de alegria que eu aparento ser...

I'm tired of this mask... This mask that I wear to make everybody else happy and hide my own sadness... That mask that never falls in front of the others... I'm a wall of happiness and good talk, such a nice girl , they say... I'm not like this... I'm scared and tired... I'm about to breakdown... Waiting for the day that I'm going to explode and give up everything... I don't want to give up, but it's hard to be me... My wish: be in my room forever, no contact with no human being... they are disgusting, I'm so disapointed... Or make me return 10 years in my past and be happy again, like any normal school girl... Because happiness like that I'll never have again...